Prologue

2 More days to Christmas!

But for me, it's like any other year's Christmas, spending time with family

But this year, there is an addition to the feast that we have - Logcakes

Usually we don't even buy turkeys or any festive decorations or such

That's why I say this year would be more different

But without presents only, I think my mother bought me too much games, I guess the present would more or less be redundant

Because I'm celebrating it everyday

Aha

Hmm, I also felt that I am more emotionally stable now

I just know it

From my previous entries, I often wrote about the memories

And still doing silly things here and there

And occasionally it diverted my attention for doing particular things

That moment was hysterical

Every night I'd be reminded of here and this got me into insomnia

And finally it was overcome with the help of a music video

Sort of an enlightenment

Few days back when I was browsing for new songs at YouTube

This music got my attention

16million views, that's insane for Chinese MVs

It was 那些年

Somehow it struck a chord within me

The first verse or something was saying about this guy attending the girl's last date

Which is her wedding with another guy

Aha

Then the rest was about the same as other sad songs

Hmm, it felt as if I'm in that piece of shit, or turmoil

But that guy relents, he accepted it, and I felt the same way too

Aha

Maybe I should put down the burden I'm carrying right now

That's what the monks in the monastery would tell me to

Right now I'm more clear headed and not fogged

Previously I even over-played my games to the extent that I broke my 6 hours compared to the past

I doubt I'll need to hide in that virtual shelter again, away from reality

A huge sense of relieve

It just felt good

I've always wanted to ask her something, I guess I don't need an answer for that question anymore

Haha

Since I've recovered my sense of 'consciousness', I'm starting to beef up my physic

I'm like doing 80 sit ups in one go, 25 push ups and increasing by 5 per day for both

It's slow, but prefer to make it slow and steady

And trying to break the under 10mins for 2.4km

And still I am nowhere near, like 12mins plus for me, I'll need a lot more for that, damn

At least I'm doing something instead of lazy-ing at home doing nothing and munching down tibits

A great leap from there

And yea I've gotten a letter from MINDEF, 17 and a half years old already

Can't really believe it, it seemed like yesterday I'm in Secondary School chatting with my school mates and now, I'm going to serve the country

Time flies

But I still think that its a good experience because I don't need to think

In there, train

Thinking is way harder than training, in my opinion

An escape from the reality once again!

Time to beef up!

Sometime down the road I'm going to HongKong for experiential learning trip and I've got a new clique

Gamer too, I think that he clicks well with me, if only in my school we had this earlier...

Well, I'm not going to dwell on it

Lets be more optimistic!

And I'm starting the beginning of a new chapter!

Not going to be slowed down by my past again!

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